I love the way you are,

2011-07-13T16:01:00.000-07:00

Try putting yourself in other people shoes and see how is it like . It isn't easy :/

2011-06-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

' Just because youu can say what ever youu want, doesn't mean youu always should. '

Just because youu are cute, doesn't mean youu can do whatever youu want . Srsly, enough -'- Always acting like you're good, but the fact is you're not . Backstabbing people behing their back and infront them youu act as though youu nothing happen before . Stop acting infront of people . Youu can't be trusted -.-

Iamsickandtiredalrbitch -'-

2011-06-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

'Would youu say that you''ll always be the one ?'

Tell me i wasn't dreaming.

2011-03-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

'Happy April's Fool Dayyyy !:D'

Last dayy of polyc D:! Hmm...gonna miss hereee. I realised there's alot of hot guys in here:p Kekekek. Learn some things here, quite interesting though sometimes bored. SINGAPORE POLY(Y) !:D It's so slacky today, iloveitttm:p hehe.

Vp gonna go my history class on monday, i have homeworks and it's in class. I'm like so dead onlyyy :/ Humph..Sian to the effing max, monday needa study agn. Exams comingD:

KTHXBYE.

I hope what youu said was true

2011-03-30T18:28:00.000-07:00

'Carrying too high hope for me will only disapoint youu guys.'

2 moree days of Poly:( ! Ilove sing poly, it's so niceeeee :p hehehe. Com lap so so soo cold~ Didn't learn much though, never listen>< At least i have notes to help me :D Off to breakk noww !

2011-03-29T22:33:00.000-07:00

'Doing for the sack of i need to'

HELLO !It's been so long since i last blog yo. Busy with some stuff.

I do for i wanted to get but at the same time, i do for the sake of i need....

Whatever luh sial, Sing Poly(Y) ! I'm getting use to the schoooooool:D It's so big and niceeeee !

Infocom rawks, so freaking slackyyy . Fb-ing the whole dayy:p Heheh. Gonna reach Friday soon, no more poly after thatt :( ! Short post.

KTHXBYE

2011-02-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

'Think what you wanna achieve, not what others wants you to achieve.'

It's been quite long since i last blogged. I hate my chinese class :( ! I miss Zhou laoshi's lesson . Stupid shit . Not listening to all lesson, i'm sure gonna suck big time this ca . I flunk my chinese, cause i didn't finish the paper . Damn difficult -.-

I said i wanna study, wanna listen in class but still after thousands of saying i'm still the same as usual . Sleeping in class, guailan-ing teachers .. Fml -'-

I helped youu alot, but you're not helping yourself..

If you're not gonna help yourself, in the end the one who's

going to get scoldings is me, not youu -.-

2011-02-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

'I get what i deserve, and i don't care what youu guys thinks .'

Weeks since school open yea, kinda okay except for my maths :/

Currently did 1 quiz and 1 common test, both got a fat ZERO -.- I knw my maths sucks, anyone keen to teach me ?:x Hahaha . I hate my present chinese class, i want back 3n1 :( ! Damn that john chan, new year still give tons of hw, somemore we just got transfer theree ! Test on Tuesday after school open :( Damn that class -.-

New year's coming in 2 days time, not excited . No idea, like too fast come, LOL . I have a feeling that something bad gonna happen, real soon .

2011-01-16T03:01:00.000-08:00

'Because, it was never once mine before .'

Guess it's time to take a long long break, it's been so long since i last got really sad yea . Okay i don't wanna be sad . I'm so tired alr, everybodys always knws how to complain that he/she is stress, but what abt me ? Even if i do i don't tell, and did anyone realised that i'm stress ? No one . Whatever things youu guys dk, dw do, I'll help but none of youu see the good . Forget it, it's useless now . It's because a word 'Bopian' and i became that position, isn't it ? Youu can't expect me to change the mindset that i'm just a substitude . Youu guys aren't me, youu dk me and whether i did my best or not youu guys won't knw . I knw myself better thn youu guys do, i really did my best . I didn't just said i wanted to be a good ____ or i wanted this and that with out doing my best . Whatever things i want, i didn't just say I tried ,my best to get . I did my hard work to get the things i wanted . If i hadn't tried my very best, i wouldn't sacrifice so much of my time, my parents money, my parents nag because of ____ . I always try my best to please people no matter in ____ or outside, but in return i get what ? Nothing . I don't do things to get repay in return, i do things to help . Okay i admit, sometimes i wanted to get certain things badly.. I'm tired of doing my best for this ___..Whatever, everything ended kay .

It's been so long, i hadn't study hard, perhaps it's time..

2011-01-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

'Things may come easy to youu, but not others .'

Blog dead for sometime aye . 2nd week of school, things going okay ?:o But my bad habbits still not kicked, wanting to sleep in class always :/ Hmm.. heard say my school's O'level didn't score well, many cried . I'm scare now.. Whatever .

I lovee sat's CCa open house ttm ! Fun :D

2011-01-02T11:10:00.000-08:00

'Because i really wanna time to rewind back to the original .'

Oh, i miss 2010 !-.- School's starting in one days time, i'm looking forward but at the same time don't feel like going . I promised myself to work hard next year and be a good girl, please grant my wish .

My attitude sucks max,bad tempered .

I wna change those bad habbits awayyyy !:(

I wish i wish i wish..

2011-01-01T05:53:00.000-08:00

'Happyy new year ! ♥'

Dear 2011,

I knw i'm late but, please don't fail me and be good .

I wish to have everything in my way, i wish to be friends with shijin forever, i wish to be a good girl, i wish to study hard, i wish to pass all my subjects, i wish to change phone, i wish to have less quarell with my family, i wish my family don't bother where i wanna go, i wish my family understands how scouts means to me,

i wish, i wish and i wished..

Friday, 31/12/10

Had Agm and i was late -.- Damn it . Many people was late and not all came :( Had uniform inspection and off to flagbreak . Went ava room to talk abt next year's thing and others. Had lunch, buffet ,nomnomnommm..

Went home straight, watched tv and slept . 6.30pm went to meet shjin and si en at inter .

Took train to bugis ate, shop and trained to city hall . Went marina square rooftop to meet ventures and sirs, countdown at theree . Oh fun ! ♥ 1+ trained back to tampines with shijin and si en and home at 2am .

GoodByee 2010 :(, helloo 2011 .♥

I love 2010, it gave me lots of lots of precious memories . It gave me lots of lots of ups and down and make me stronger . It gave me new learning experiences . It gave me lots of lots of lots of laughters . It gave me the day i am today after i join scouts .

Thanks 2010 ! ♥

To youu:

I might hate youu but i don't really hate youu now, i think. I dk what're youu thinking, youu sometimes treated me good, sometimes bad . Hmm.. but thanks to youu i learn many things too . Thanks for teaching me things , i appreciate them . The sms youu sent me, i was really shocked yea .I didn't expect it at all . I was abit touch ? I dk ..

But still thanks ! ♥

2010-12-23T10:13:00.000-08:00

'Everybody's is two faced, none is real.'

2010-12-17T11:04:00.000-08:00

'Because you weren't the person i once knew.'

Helloo . Things are better this week, i guess ? Hmm..Kite flying with shijin, bee and co . Fun:D Okayy,i no childhood luhs:/ Whatever .

I'm looking forward to tomorrow (Y) . Shall elaborate tomorrow, because i'm lazyy ! hahaha .

Kthxbye .

You, you and you .

No point pin pointing and bad-mouthing abt each other,

cause youu, youu and youu are all the same-.-

2010-12-12T11:23:00.000-08:00

'I helped, because i don't want things to turn out the old way.'

Helloo :D I managed to stay at home the whole day without stepping out yeah ? HAHAHA . Slept slept slept todayy, tired ehs. Hmm.. been tonning for 1 week i think . Tonned agn today, and i think i'm gonna overslept tomorrow.

Shitxz . LOL . I think i'm gonna sleep soon .

I've been observing your fb wall for sometime.

Are youu trying to be a attention seeker ?

Are youu trying to act and boss around ?

I hate your attitude now,srsly .

2010-12-11T11:08:00.000-08:00

'I can be as good like youu never thought before, But don't try pushing your luck .'

Cause youu won't like it

Helloo ! Went for BPC Retreat,kinda fun :D HAHAHA . Got our certificate and badges♥ Everything ended at 3+, i think . Took group pictures and chatted . A bunch of us went safra,play pool ♥ Fun ehs, okay i damn paiseh cause i dk how play-.- Whatever:x I'm gonna learn kays ! HAHAHA . Play till 10+ thn went home .

I'm gonna try changing youu,

but if youu insist of not changing thn i give up.

If one day,everybody stops talking to youu,

perhaps you'll knw the reason why .

Youu totally change to another person,i dk why

but i really can't stand . If youu don't change back the old youu,

don't be shock if your your friends starts leaving youu.

A small dedication ♥

2010-12-07T09:43:00.000-08:00

' Thanks for everything♥'

I wasn't as into scouts in the begining,but slowly time passes and i started enjoying .I knw many new friends through scouts,thanks !♥ I gain many knowledge in life through scouts,i learn to tie different kinds of knots,i learn pioneering,i learn to appreciate things more,etc .I learn many things. I still remembered,me and shijin went for drama and got rejected. Mr khan accepted us and we made commitment to him. I once wanted to quit but i didn't cause i knw i promised .I started off like a noobshit,i didn't knw how to do alot things but my brothers/sisters taught me,thanks alot . After sometimes,i joined percussion and i enjoyed :D I love the rythem,it's nice and interesting . After percussion,i joined many courses/events,i made alot friends and learn new things . I attended camps,and i lovee them ♥ Every camp has it's own objective and after every camp we bought back wonderful memories,knowledges and new experiences back home . I love attending campfires cause it makes me go high(Y) After every outings,camps,courses,events/campfires, we aways bond more. As times goes by,the strong bonding make us unseperated aye !♥ We're like one big family,whatever happy/unhappy things we share among ourself and solve problems together . We don't do things alone,we do things together .Like we always say 'All For One, One For All' . ♥

'Scouts my life,

Percussion's my soul

Oneida's my family♥'

Thanks for everything Oneida♥

=============================================

Life sucks ttvm ,i hate my family .

Went out with shijin to be her free maid ehs !HAHAHA .

She bought keychain for me when she went malaysia,aww thanks lovee♥

Went eastpoint after that and that is when we go real bored manxz !Photo spammm,hahs .

Funny things happen along the way,hahaha .

Gonna ton again tonight,gotta type finish those things asap .Been dragging it for quite some time alr ehs .

KTHXBYEE

2010-12-06T11:53:00.000-08:00

'The only reason i kept on trying was because i don't wanna fall right behind .'

Hellooo .Stayed at home for the whole day,sien ttm :x Going out with shijin tomorrow !♥

Can't imahine hows next years class will be like,kinda looking forward :D HAHAHA .Okay i'm bored,nothing to post ehs -.- Perhaps i shall sleep soon,eyebags so damn freaking big alr ! Hopefully i won't be late to meet her tomorrow uhs

KTHXBYEE .

2010-12-03T12:30:00.000-08:00

'I'm still doubting your words.'

Helloo .This year's PLTC rocks ttvm !♥ I miss the people theree . My shijin's gone to malaysia alr,my si en went sing jam . I'm bored !-.- I missed the chance,shitxz . Forget it,it's latee and i'm still awake .I think i'm gonna wake up at 12+ ehs ? LOL . Gonna try to stay home for the rest of next week,trying not to go out . Going out early and coming home late everydayy, perhaps i shld change ?HAHAHA .

Off to sleep soon..

It isn't what it used to be..

2010-11-24T08:31:00.000-08:00

'Don't youu find the friendship's fading day by dayy :'( ?'

Helloo !:D I did not overslept for percussion training todayy :D Reached 201 and went office to collect keyyyyyy ,LOL. Funnfunnn !♥ Mac with the bunch of people after training ,Laugh my ass out !:D

HAHAHA . Rain so damn big and cold ,played in the rain like one madd :x When i bus home,i'm freaking damn cold,Shiveringggg ><

Looking forward for tomorrow too,percussion agn !♥ Gonna meet selwin in the morning and go back scouts den to take repernic ♥ And head off to 201 to collect key and down to cd shelter to pratice . Having sub camp meeting at 3 too . Gonna sat alr, and i still haven't start packing !:( It's 2.08am and i'm still not sleepy,god damn !Hope i don't oversleep tomorrow aye !:/

Kthxbyee♥

2010-11-23T04:03:00.000-08:00

'We may not talk as much as we used to, but i still love youu ttvm ♥'

I miss the old times..

Helloos :D I finally manage to stay at home for just one day -.- It's like so damn long that i last stayed at home for the whole dayy :/ I'm hoping for tomorrow to come,cause it's percussion training again !:D Whoohoooo,i'm nuts :p HAHAHAH . (L)percussion .

Might be tonning,but scare i overslept tomorrow ,gotta get keyyy . Need help shijin type things too,Pltc coming,percussion for sing jam also coming ,packeddd with things .But i enjoy:D Lols .

2010-11-21T23:55:00.000-08:00

Youu never taught me to stop,& now i'm addicted .'

Helloooo:D Going out early and coming backk home ate,everydayy :/ Godd,when will i stay at home for one day ?! HAHAHAH . Gonna go for percussion training ltr ,I so damn in love with percussion . I wanna play rapernic,but i guess someone's gonna play instead of me :( ? Enough said, i'm looking forward to PLTC'10 camp ! I'm aiming to be the best camper !Hopefully i can .

Going out soon :D

'Always remember, who's the one who gave youu chance and made youu the day youu were now .'

Just one word,youu drag my hopes down

2010-11-14T08:23:00.000-08:00

'I wanna knw the reason, why ?'

Outoutout everyday ,planning go out less from next week !Spending too much money:x I'm looking for jobs,anybody got lobang ?:p I'm going more and more crazier nowadays ,dk why :/ Lol.

1 more day to 16,i'm scare .Results for next year's class,i knw i'm going what class alr but i can't bear to leave 2N1:( United We Stand, Divided We Fall

kthxbyee

2010-11-12T09:55:00.000-08:00

'Aren't youu the same like anyone else ?'

Hellooo !
Blogg dieing:/ Things have been okay i guess ?Hmm,back from PLC camp,FUNNNN !<3i'm>< Just finish my report,like finally -.- Now i need pack tomorrow's things,macham going camp like that:p I guess i have to sleep soon,gonna meet them at 6.30 .I'm gonna wake up at 5.30 .Shit,cfm not enough sleep-.-
Byee,off to pack my stuff:D

2010-11-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

'You aren't worth my respect .'

I seriously don't know what's the problem with youu my family . I used to pity people with family problems ,but i think i do have one with my own family ,who'll pity me then ?Nobody-.- I'm fcking angry with my mom ,ARGH !Youu don't deserve my respect at all .You don't respect me at all,want call then call ,never think of how i feel .Youu should know i don't like people to call me or sms me asking this and that when i'm outside but youu always do .Youu should also know i'm not those type of children that can stay at home all this ,i'm what kind of children you know yourself and why keep forcing me to listen to your words always ?For some reasons youu chose to give birth to me and my brother ,but youu see yourself how differently youu're treating me and him ?Strangers also can see the BIG different -.- Youu don't even give me the freedom youu gives my brother,so what if youu can't control him ?Youu can't control him then everything also aim me larhs -'- Youu should know ,if give birth to two children ,youu should treat both fairly and not be bias right .If youu can't fcking do that than might as well don't give birth .Since small,youu always treat brother the best,and me ?Shit -.- How youu treat him when i small i don't care but i know how to think now alr,can't youu just fcking change your bias-ness ?Whatever youu do youu think abt yourself and brother .Fck man ,and the words youu said just now made me seriously pissed off .Youu dare say that word than don't ever regret it i tell youu.When i'm capable of living outside i'll .Bear this in mind ,from today i don't need to give youu any respect since youu made things hard -'-
And another one my dad -.- youu never scolded/canned me since i'm small ,i thanks youu for that .Youu used to be the one whom i respected and the one i'm closest with but now not anymore.For some reason,i cannot communicate like how we used to . Youu just fcking scolded me for that thing?My goodness larhs ,don't try using gangsters method to scare me .If youu dare try ,i'll dare do things that you're sure to regrat ! I'm pampered by youu since small,youu can say i'm showing da xiao jie pi qi or whatever shit,i don't care kay -.-

Everything's turning against me-'-You made my tears roll down because of the things youu said-'-I hate my family,i hate this house i hate everything that has to do with family !I'm gonna leave this house once i am capable .I cannot stay in this house anymore,sleeping in streets is better -.- FML.

2010-10-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

'I love saying 'Hello' ,but i hate saying 'Goodbye' .'

안녕하세요!

I'm soo soo damn addicted to SHINee !:p Hot~

School has been fine ,i guess .Still not sure whether i can be promoted to sec 3 not :( * Regret :/ Forget abt it . Hate today ttm ,kana pangsehh by them -'- Make me like one pathetic only..Met shijin after school ,off to eastpoint to makan>train to t1 ,shoped >Bused to whitesand ,slept too tired ><

Exactly 3 more days till we say goodbye aye ?I miss the funn two years with my classmates :( Next year ,some will go n1 some wll go n2 .Mostly gonna go n2 ,i'll miss those who goes to n1 ! I'm sure gonna cry on the last day ><

But always rmb , 'United We Stand ,Divided We Fall .' <3

사랑해요!

2010-10-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

'Sometimes ,i really wish i know what others are thinking '

Lifenomeaning .

Dooooooooooooomsdayyyyyyy tomorrow !:'( Gonna find excuse to safee myself from parents ,ShitDieeMee !

Went out with Shijin to our normal placee again , sat at mac and ate .Something damn interesting happen .Slacked . Eastspoint>T1>Shijin's house void deck .She insisted not letting me go homee !The sky soooo damn dark ,Shijin insisted of not letting me go homee ! So all the while i kept saying wo yao hui jia ,in the end she let me go .LOL. Went back homee ,com-ed and my dog did something make me damn pissed off -.-

Hmm ,i'm scared for tomorrow results to be released :( Cause i know i studied last min and no use dehs ,but i did put in my best for all the papers .Nothing goes into my head when i studied last min ,everytime went in exam room all the things i learnt and remembered all disappear :( FML .

直道今天，我还是觉得活

着没有什么意义。

2010-10-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

' This isn't the life i always wanted ,Fml.. '

HellosHellos ,Lols .Slept at 5+ and woke up at 9 today ,tired but couldn't get to sleep.Com-ed and finally i slept ! ><

I'm sick&Tired of life ,felt so meaningless living..All of a sudden ,i look forward going to school now because i could use my time there .And the only place i'm behaving crazy all the times..FmlFml,ihatemylifee..

我也许每次都笑，但那不是真真的笑。我也许看起来很快乐，

但我事实上我并不快乐。我活得很累。

2010-10-16T12:58:00.000-07:00

'I wanna start things all over again'

Hellos , neglected this blog for quite some time .Totally lost interest in blogging alr ,no topic talk-.-Hmm ,had been out with shijin for almost everyday .Fun<3 Exams are finally over,but i'm scare of tuesday .I'm enjoying myself first before the bad news are out ,hope i don't fail badly :( I used to find time passes very slow during exams ,but when i come to think abt it now ,time seems to pass even slower after exams. Simply nothing to do ,even if i go out everyday ,i get bored too -.- Starting to find life very meaningless:/

Stop testing my patience ,there's a limit towards everything .When youu gone beyond the limit ,that's it.Seriously ,someday when youu continue being gl youu're gonna get whack by other people. What goes around ,comes around .Whatever youu said aren't gonna be forgot ,someday it'll turns back to youu and i'll say 'serve youu right' .I'm suree youu know what's karma huhs,i don't have to talk much .忍耐是有线，知道自己的限度.

Time checked:4.25am.Its time for me to off my com,i'm not sleepy yet,perhaps i shall use my psp till i'm tired ? Insomnia:/

Kthxbai.

2010-09-10T12:38:00.000-07:00

'When things aren't meant to be yours,it'll never be.'

Its 4.02am now and i'm still awake.
Things has been going good and bad aye.

I shall start from last sat,4/9/10/

Went to perform for president at Tanah Merah Country Club,nice ttm.

Performance was kinda screw up huhs,*Disapointed*

It okay,at least did the best ,honoured can take picture and shake hand aye:)

Ended of quite latee. Went home bathed and slept.

Sunday,stayed home whole day.

skipp to yesterday alrights,can't remember last weeks things.Stm*

Had course yesterday,the person talk damn funny.Lecture for whole of morning and did test in the afternoon.

After test watch some video,disgusting to the effing max:x Went t1 with shijin,nicole,si en and marcus.

Slack and played huhs.Lazy elaborate:x

Went home at 7+.

Today,stayed home whole day.

Hari raya to the malays uhs.Intended to study but failed again..

Exams are near,very near but i've yet started my revision.I'm gonna suck big timee,most probably retain.I don want retain but i just can't study.Everytime planing to study but things cocked up.Fml. Failing 4 sub currently if i don buck up,i'm really gonna retain for sure.Teachers tried helping me but i change good just for a day.No use at all. I'm not changing for the good instead opposite.I changing from good to bad and bad to worst.Why?Maybe i shall stop hanging out late.Maybe i shall decrease the timee i'm spending on com and put it to studys?Maybe i should read more books?Maybe i should do more assessments ?I wanna promote to 3n1 next year but can i?

2010-08-19T07:56:00.000-07:00

(Insert pictures another day.)
'Is there dreams that do really come true?'

Went Hydrophonics plants for SFL?Lame uhs,is not about home econ lehs more like science-.- Took pictures with my Bitches:x Carried one cat,damn cutexz:> Otw back to school slept awhile while listening to my songs.Went back chiong toliet change to pe then went for frisbee training,running whole dayy.Tired ttvm!Ended at 6+,sang B'day song for sir:> Was having purcussion pratice for awhile,but the uncle say wanna close gate lerhs.So,we went t-mart.Ate then went bus-stop with nicle.She drew my leg:>
Ending here.I guess i'm turning from bad to worst already.I wasn't like that when i'm in sec1.I learn things that i shouldn't have.FML

2010-08-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hellos peeps,promised this pretty lady on top to have a solo post for herr:>
Happy 14 Birthday Wee Anika Huang Li Jia!I damnxz good ayes?For 5 years,i still remember your full name:x We started as stranger but we started to know each other through 4/4 rights.Primary schools life's always the best of all.4 years same class together,spending almost everyday going out with youu:> The primary 6 trip to malaysia was superr fun ttvm uhs.There damn cold>.< Miss sim always take pics of us at the flowerr there.Everybody have alot fun during the tripp.PSLE timee,i never expected to get this score dehs,because i spend my time slacking with you and your sis :x When taking result that time we all very scare we might fail but we passed.Intended to go same school with you but we all last min then decde what school to choose.If not we still might be in the same class?Hahahas.
We always talk to each other,share our things together..and manny moree!
Your present i still own youu!>.<
Happy sweet 14,stay cute and pretty always!
&Lastly,
Thanks for everything Bestie!<3>Forever&Always till the end:>
Loves,
Ahh Huii

2010-08-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

Who am i really to you?..

Hellos peeps!Blog have been dead sometimes aye?Tagbox dead too.

Have been slacking nowadays,starting to hate somthings more aand more i guess.Mood aren't that good like last time already cause many unhappy things happen..Just a short post,gonna post a solo post for my Wee Anika!<3

2010-07-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

I don't even know who am i now,lost myself ..

I don't know to thanks or what seriously.Always the same old thing that screwed my things,my mood ,everything.Why seriously,i hate being told to do things last minute.Not only one time,its countless of times.Everythings last minute,when has it been fixed to that particular day,date time and stick to it?seriously stressed out because of this.I've putting everything i need to it,i'm giving up soon.I hate being told to do things that i don't like,it don't suit me.
Seriously fuck off from my life,pcb.
I lost my sense thanks to this..

2010-06-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

I often ask why,but the answer never seem to be out..

Sometimes when i laugh,i find myself hiding many thing.I just feel like being crazy,being crazy sometimes aren't that bad..at least there's no things troubling me.I kept my troubles with me,i never told anyone how i felt because you guys don't understand and i don't know how to say..I aren't living the life i wanted,i'm not satisfied with my life..Seriously,i'm so sick and tired of my life.Sometimes i kept asking myself why i ended up living in a world that i never wanted to,but the answer remains empty.Someday i'll turn crazy of things continues,seriously..perhaps Certain things are never meant to be said forever..

Give a thought for others can you?You bought your friend home without concerning..I just don't know what to say..Being my big brother,you cared for yourself and your friends only,you never appreciate your family members,did you respected our parents?Someday,you'll regrate.. You are my brother but we look like stranger..I don't know what happen seriously,i'm just sick and tired of keep letting other people telling me what to do.No mather what you are my brother,i respected you but did you?..

I hate the way i'm living now.Trying to let everythging down and just concentrate on my studies,but when can it happen?I look strong,but you don't know me.

I'm not who you think i am.

When will things end with a fullstop?Peace aren't with me..

2010-06-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

Otc rocks ttm!

Things didn't turn out that bad after all.Had alot fun there and sure learn many new things there!But tired ttm.
Went for hike for the last second day,almost died on the street i swear.Super duper damn tired.Lost our way and only did 3 checkpoint cause too late,11 hours hike!From night 9 hike till morning 5am+.Did p.i.c and slept for didn't slept already but they did gave us time to rest,i chose to talk!Hahahaha.Mc for camp fire night,learn new things also.Shout for all 4 days,but yet still got alot voice.So shocking last day,got outstanding award uhs,everybody thought is shafiqah sia.Never regrat going otc camp i swear.Time passes so fast when i don't want to.I miss the time!<3I've learn to appreaciate what i have now.I learn many things and experiences during the past four days,i appreciated.

You made your promise,you promise to prove them wrong and yet you didn't keep your promise..You promised not to give up half way but you broke your promise..You said,you will come but you didn't..Don't promise people if you can't keep your promises,seriously.

2010-05-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

Someday,i'll prove you guys wrong..

Give me some fcking trust and i'll show you guys some fcking results.

Hellos,back from sec 2 camp.Starting was abit sien of the grouping but vivian talk to me,entertain me,then became friends!<3>.<>

Second day,walked to hortpark,damn far and seriously hot ttm!Like playing maze inside uhhs,When walking back kept going the wrong way twice.Me and sheywen was like going to die.Fell down,had scretches on leg.Walk back,reached had lunch super hungry>.<>.<>

Collected our t-shirts and bathed.Had camp fire at night,seriously enjoying myself but the longer the camp fire,the more pekchekk i'm.Cause all squeeze together very hot and sleepy>.<>

So reluctun to leave>.<>

Appreciation,

Anika wee huang li jia.

I appreciate you because you are the best among all.You've been with me since i'm primary 3.We went through many things,fought and got back as close as we're.Shared good things together,played,chat,gossips and lastly heart to heart talk together.I miss the time when we are really close and shared everythings together.The time when we went recess together,went home together and went out together,i liss those times.I treasured the time with you but good thing often come to an end.Now we are in different schools,but still in contact but its not like last time.Frankly speacking,i find you not telling me things.I'm the one who is always complaing about my school life,gossiping and all sorts of things.But i always treasure times with you.LoveDiexz forever!<3

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Tang shi jin

I appreciate you because,you are the one who really understands me and share the same topic.You pei me through out the years,pangsehh me many times.We fought for months and friends back again,we both gave negative comment behind each others back.But both regrated.You cheered me up,made me happy,chat,laugh like mad with me,gossip with me,heart to heart talk with me and lots more.I treasure them alot alot.We both have certain things the same.Shared all secrets together.You always got a way to make me laugh when i'm angry or sad,You know me the best among all.But certain things come and goes,i hope not our friendship..I treasure times with you,i enjoyed myself when out with you.ThankYou for everything.LoveDiexz You forever!<3

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Vivian Ng jialing

I appreaciat you because you started talking to me first and became friends.You entertain me and laugh with me.I admit i pangsehh you,but i still cherish this new friendship.I treasure times with you alot.Thank You for everything,LoveDiexz you!<3

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Apreciation sometimes are through out your whole life.Money cnt buy true friendship,if it does it means you see money more important than friendship.True friend share things with you and understands you the most and is there when you need her/him.Only true friend does treasure you,fake friends don't.

Good memories are meant to be kept and i will..

2010-05-24T02:45:00.000-07:00

Each and everyday,smiling like i'm really happy with my life,but i'm not..

He's so small when i first bought him back but now big lerhs..Cute!<3
Hellos!
Sec 2's camp tomorroe,kindof looking forward.Hmms,tons of files still not updated and not handed in.All by tomorrow,if not need copy out every single thing on thursday striaght after camp..zzz.This few days started slacking like last time again,cant kick the bad habbit away lehhs..Don wanna retain,wanna go 3n1 instead of 3n2 next year.Fml seriously-.- Sometimes really hope i'm good in studies yeas.Nevermind.Camps tomorrow and my bag still not packed.Gonna start packing soon.
Byes!Take cares(:

2010-05-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

When i see you smile and know it isn't for me,i thought you the most.

Get well soon waniee!Heartdiexz!<3
Hellos!(:Hmms,firstly fuck you people,you guys says its compusery for us but in the end?Said no need,think what uhhs.No balls uhhs!
Met anika,since when the last time i met her?Hmms..Kind of long.Slack,joke and played with her.Took some of her unglam photos,gonna upload some other time^-^ That chihuahua is so damn cute and quai,not like mine uhhs.Anika and agnetha says mine's crazy!But i find him the cutest!lols. Don feel like going tomorrow,regrated joining:xToo late to regrat i think,a promise is a promise.Hais..
No balls!~ I'm crazy.Lalalas.Lols
HeartDiexz WEE ANIKA HUANG LI JIAA!<33

2010-05-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

You acted like it's true.You deceived everybody around you but not me.I find it hard to communicate with you like it used to be like..

Hellos.Aren't in a good mood now.

Stayed at home for half the day.Enjoying the fan,then sunddenly spoiled.Arghs!

Went out with mother~

Went home,and accdentally slept.Slept for 2 hours?

Went out with parents~

2010-05-14T09:07:00.000-07:00

So close yet so far..

Exams over yeas.Get off with homeworks.
Hope could pass all,but impossible uhhs.
Slack whole day with shijin and half day with sharina.<3
Shijin slept at my house,she says my grandma's funny.Hahs.
Not sure wheather going wildwild wet with them..
Shottie post(:
Byees!<3

2010-05-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

Chances only have one,once miss,its gone forever..

Exams started,arghh,still not prepared>.<
Had maths and chinese today,freak!Totally don't understand a single thing in the paper.
Result sure shocking when we get back.Sucks..I'm stupid.
Just video called with shijin.Fun(:
Blog getting dead.Lazy update,no topic.
Yes actually have one lahhs,but nevermind one day then blog about it.
Lols.Upload pictures some other day>.<
Byees wanna go sleep,
fcking mother keep nagging.Rather sleep forever and don want hear her voice.Kpkp so much.
Fckhergodie,cb.

2010-04-30T08:07:00.000-07:00

When you are at the end of the rope,don't give up,tie a knot and hang in there..

Hellos!(:
Exams finally come yeas?And i'm not prepared.I've got a feeling i'm gonna retain this year-.-
Fml manxz!English and chinese paper1 today.Chinese totally don't understand-.-English was okay.School ended,went to mac and changed.Went to shijin house downstairs,waited for her to change.While waiting was putting my contact lens.Shijin claim that i look like some kind of cat!Freak.Her.Went to city hall bought bagg with shijin.No black so bought white bag,arghs!Train to changi airport,t3 to find waniee.Me and shijin was lost again in the same terminal again.But we still found them.Took pics all the wayy.Got tricked to airport by feaqah.Said to study but ended up taking pictures and chatting-.-Went eat lunch/dinner with shijin and wanie,ate too full ended up puking .Studied for 10 mins or maybe less,bused back to my house park.In bus,heart to heart talk with waniee!Thanks waniee,enjoy heart to heart talk with youxz!Aku Cinta Kau !<3>Saw marcus-.-Kp.Went up my house to take yokkie down and in the end shijin scare.She's the one who called me to bring down in the end i was like one freak,kept running away from me.Sat and chatt.Pei them to bus stop.Went home.Chatted on phone with waniee for awhile then shijin called.

2010-04-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

People don't realise the importance of someone

until you loses it..

Contact lenss

School was kinda okay for me aiye?Shijin's day was runied by someone.
Slept for science period,mr v claim that i'm sad becos i'm thinking of my boyfriend,wthh..
Art was fun.I was presenting and shijin keep disturbing me.Make me laughh.
Assembly boring ttm.Mr jalanii like sotsot,suddenly so strictt worhs.
After school intending to go home but shijin don let.Bad ehhs.
Something happen..
slacked awhile and went cassendra's house help their group project.
After that went homee!

2010-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

I sense you yet i can't feel you..

Hellos!
Hmms,came to update blog.Blog died for quite a long time..Might be changing blogskin?School sucks nowadays.Mr soh kana accident,next week then come backk.Quite happy actually,he sot one.Had P.e pei shijin run her 2.4km run.Played volleyball with khelin after that,fun!Since how long i heaven touch volleyball?
Missed the primary school volleyball ttm!Had fun with our teams.Hope time could rewind,hais..
Skipp skipp.
Sfl,disgusting ttm i swear!After sfl went to do ll project with amirah and others.Laugh the ass out of me manxz that dylan.-.-Went to find shijin cause she call me to-.- lols.Help her group in her project too!(:
Played with her dogg.Went home that time saw one dog cutee!We stopp and played with it.Walked shijin home than went home.

2010-03-27T11:04:00.000-07:00

Always got the blame,always.

Intended not to go for the plc outing,but got scolded by someone.
Went there and i was the last.>.<
Mrted to bugis,shoped.Bought wallet.Money wasted.
Bused to singapore flyer.Chatt chattt.
Reached bought ticket and went 7-11 bought water and sweet.
Went up and wait for our turn.
Knocked my head against the pole,pain siol!Marcus they all keep laugh.
Went up laughed,joked and took alot of pics!Might be uploading?
Played pokkie using sweets(:
Nice view .
Bought picture.
Went to celabrate earth hour.
Ate with khelin.
Money flyaway~
Got lost,walked and walked,trying to find the way to the concert.
Ran across the bridge,we like crazy peep.
Khelin took out her high heel and ran.
Reached.Awhile something happen,don wish to elaborate.want know ask me.
Mrted with khelin si en soliaha and kaifeng.
Chat chatt with soliaha ana kaifeng.Fun,
Than something paisehh happen.>.<
Soliaha spread to nicole than she spread to peeps.
Argh!
Waited for dad to come fetch me.
Went home after that,reach at 12+.
Bathed and used com.
Byes!
Everythings my fault.

2010-03-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

Somethings are never meant to be said,forever..

Had scouts,things kinda went wrong?
Played games,enjoyed but not in a mood uhhs.
Got punished again and again..
Had another punishment next week.
Went home with shijin and nicole,chatt and sat on the roadside.
Tomorrow's plc outing!
Intending to cut my hair,see first.

If you were to stead with hime,i'll hate you forever!I loved you,but it turned out to be nothing.

2010-03-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

So you are telling us you're better than us?Ouhs..

Hellos(:
Kinda slacking this whole week?
Cause of shijin,drag me go slack.
Been going home late uhhs,then never do homework.
Yesterday Slacked awhile toos,had percussion.
Played the small small circle thing,tumberlin?
Till now still donno the timing.How sia..
Went home at 8+.
Today-slacking ttm!
Skiped to recess,feakah go disiao me,ehhs feakah how sia,now not balance liaos>.<
At foyer feakah make me again,at first nevermind but then later her leg trip me!
Make me kneel on the floor!Super damn paisehh canxz.Sure many peep looking>.<
In class,passing something interesting uhhs.(:
Skip to after school,had short meeting with spls.
After that went for cheerleading pratice till 3+
went slack at mac,buy two shaker fries shared with shijin they all.Brankup liaos.
Reached home at 8+ rest awhile than went find anika.
Slack again!Brought Yokkie down,walking half way saw marcus.
I shout his name,he cycling.The bike nice!
Slack till 11+ walk home.
Homed,used com.
Shall stop slacking for the time being?Homework getting more,& i never do.
Getting scolded by teacher more freq also>.<

2010-03-02T05:16:00.000-08:00

Your words cnt be trusted,can you?

Nowadays so sleepy :x
Someone told me something about aliff,laugh the ass out of me manxz!
Keep disiao-ing him non-stop.
Later during almost ending school that time that aliff did something disgusting but than funny.
Laugh again,some peeps saw also,than all spread:x That aliff uhhs,haiyo(:
Aliff one big big stupid clown!^.^ Uncouth,opps:X
Scouts tomorrow,got test yet i haven learn,sure fail ?
Nevermind shijin also sure fail!Pei me also>.<
Finally did P.I.C for ammal,paisehh uhhs,draged for days.
Lazy do,next time got this thing better don't call me do.I super super lazy>.<

What if i say i like you?Sua.You will never like me.

2010-02-26T07:29:00.000-08:00

Fuck.You go die!

Otw to school that time msg-ed shijin ask her need meet her anot.
Late reply me,reach school awhile than she reply say yes.
Wait for constant to come ,ask him help me look after my bag,if need assemble at parade square that time i heaven come back help me put at my place.He say okay lehh,shock!
Walked out,waited for her at her blk.
Walk back to school.Just nice going assemble liaos.
Khelin finally come.Mc 2 days worh.
She say she not coming for scouts,call me pei her give mr khan see mc.
First period lit,last min chiong cover page in the end no need-.-
Chinese two period,ms chen sotsot,keep scolding us nowadays.
Me and shijin got aim-ed.Lols-.-
English,presentation!Raymond say he sick,don belive :x
Still say he don need take maths test.wtf-.-
Slept for one period plus?I sitting at the back got yangxia and amirah block mahhs.
Harith lahhs,make me wake up,use my wallet bang the table.
Skip skip to Maths.
Got test,sure fail no need say.-.-
Science,freak man get back test paper,lowest in class again,last year science also lowest.
The teaching got prob,don understand anything.Khelin there say this one so easy.
Easy mehhs?Diu lian uhhs,first time so low marks.
End school,got scouts.
Not fair,boys got master parade,we girls don have.
Suposed to do patrol flag,in the end also cnt.Freak manxz.
Me and ammal keep laughing.Half way spl come say my scaf cannot,
give me 3 min call ammal go toilet help me,went inside the toilet look the mirror.
Whats the prob man,scaf correct mahhs,ammal also say than don care uhhs walk out.
Scout today most funny.Saw shijin that time almost laugh.Funny her expression :x
Go "exploration" see shafiya they all run,we also follow-.- See blk than anyhow write.
Played who what huh,and passing actions.
Me and nana did something funny.
Did P.I.C,finished give spl she say need type out than send to her by today.she call ammal do,ammal call me do,wtf!
I don even know the format.Nevermind.later call ammal.
Finished,went void deck find bryan,give his certificate back.I so good^.^ just joking.
Slack around.Than went bus stop.
Reach home.
Watch tv>msg nicole>online.
Chatting with shijin and khelin now!

2010-02-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

Perhaps you don't know how i treated you still.

So long never post>.<

Friday,khelin never come again.HateDieHer!(:

After school shijin go back my primary school with me and marissa.

Got one boy,marissa friend my primary senior also.

He going back too,than take cab go.

Me and shijin paisehh don't dare go in but in the end still went in.

Aww,thx uhhs.

Reached saw some ex-school mates,so paisehh sia>.<

Anika last min say not coming,nevermind.

Went for less than 1 hour than left.Never see my teacher.

Shijin came my house.Once she steped in my house my dog start chasing her non-stop!

She jump on my sofa than i go carry my dog to her,she scare.

Than start running again,chase again-.-

She jump on my sofa again,i pull her leg than she kick my eye lehhs.She so bad(:

Awhile than went tampines mall meet khelin.Chat,than talk about photo*Laughs(:

Brought bag with shijin.

Went home at 6+

& lastly

Happy CNY and valentines day peeps!

2010-02-08T03:27:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you don't find the importance of somehing,until you loses it.

Finally back from camp yesterday.
Tired but through out the camp i did enjoyed much.
gotta train my stamina.
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Skipped school today.
Was shock to hear that 6 peeps never go :o
Wtf sia,today's science test postponed to other day!
Damn it lahhs,shouldn't put my books at shijin house!She chiong-ing for homework,i cnt):
Need chiong for work tomorrow at school.-.-
Short post~

2010-01-30T09:51:00.000-08:00

Till the very end.

LoveDie today!
Woke up at 9 than prepared.
10 walk to inter wait shijin than top up my ezlink card cause no money lerhs.
Wait than humaira msg me ask where we all,paisehh let her wait so long>.
Than we all waited for sri to come,she live at usa uhhs,so long hahas joking lahhs.
Trained to city hall>Bishan.
Many stops manxz,keep standing.-.-
Went buy our things than shijin and khelin went to buy bubble tea than me and sri stay there look after things.
Thx uhhs!<33
Went Junction8 ate mac.
Me and shijin eat mac spicy,seriously spicy.
We keep drinking water than buy again.The stomach all full of water.
Shijin funny lahhs.
Trained back to tampines that time me,shijin and khelin kept laughing expectially me!
Everytime go out with they all my mind will become sotsot.*Heywire*
Saw alot of hamzah relative,no lahhs joking(:
Reach tampines that time we walk out than suddenly cnt find sri,went find her in the end is she cnt get through the machine.Scare me i thought she lost.
Sri go off 1st follow by khelin.she going watch movie with her stead.
Me and shijin walk than she turn say byebye to khelin,i thought khelin just behind us only so i turn back and say byebye also lorhs &&
when i turn back is one malay girl,her expression was like i know that girl mehhs,why say byebye to me?
Paisehh man!
Walk to taxi stand at century square there,actually is i pei shijin till the cab come in the end she Forced me to take with her but differently.
She say if i don't she will hate me forever.Bully uhhs(:
She go up one cab 1st than i take the one behind her,she look back saw me.
The taxi drive that time i keep staring at shijin that cab but than she never see me-.-
The taxi driver drive one whole big round till my house,money seriously flyaway.
Spent 80+ today>.<*Xin tong*
Finally done with writing,pics spam next post i hope.
Blogger screwed everything!Aww

2010-01-22T08:57:00.000-08:00

Things are never the way you thought it'll be.

Opps:xLink my own class blog wrongly>.<
Mr soh lahhs keep saying our class 2N2 than make me also!Paisehh uhhs.
Almost one week since i last updated?
Anws school okay lahhs,nothing wrong except i didn't do homework get scolding uhhs,everytime the same.
Stayed back for class deco today,play like hell.
After school slack with shijin they all till 4.
Saw the kindergarden kids come out,damn cute manxz!
Funny,saw one couple kindergarden one.They keep chasing each other*cute
Still chiong-ing for audi kays.Stuck for months>.<
End off,
Baibai!

2010-01-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

Trust?

School boring ttm,i swear!
Mr lim say surprise,seriously very big lahhs,sudden quiz.
2 question only but than i don even know how do sia.
Everybody complaining.
Sure give him back surprise,zero marks!Lols-.-
Not in a mood to post now.

2010-01-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

10 more days!

Ahha mr soh mc again!Same relief teacher-.-
Maybe he coming back tomorrow?I donno,but better don come uhhs(:Lols
Geo today okay uhhs.
Thought starting learn guitar but end up don't hav):Did notes.
I good girl ehhs?Did my 习字,miss chen mark one wrong.
Recess~
Maths,thought mr lim never come also sia.End up is he late not never come!
Did revision,think i'm the only one not listening?Don't even understand what he was saying.
My maths sucks lahhs,just hope canxz pass all the maths exam.
Went AVA room for Sfl,mCoach ernest came again!
Did coursework,got activity lost to 2N2!
School end at 2+.
Homed.
Watch tv>bath>audi-ed.
Seriously your attitude sucks ttm,i'm not the only one who says.
Show me attitude somemore?Trying to snatch kath yesterday than today trying to separate faiqah from ateeka ?Fuck you manxz!Use peeps than throw aside think wha,ball uhhs can kick here kick there?
No friend that time stick to ateeka they all than got friend pangsehh them?(Not they tell me,i got my own eyes to see kays?)

2010-01-13T03:18:00.000-08:00

因为我不出声，不代表我不在意。

11 more days!
Was fighting with ayeen,she accuse me 1st ehhs?
The prob is she don't even know.
We know her attitude.
Trying to stick to kath during recess,saw her friend than dump her.
I know hows your attitude like,
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Reach school sat there wait for peeps to come.
Did 100 word reflection-.-wrote 98 only,than gave up.
went parade square>back to class.
chinese just started lesson only,boring lahhs some peeps got clb than some go higher mt.
Good uhhs they all can slack at mt.
Maths two period,wasn't listening at all>.<
Kept looking outside.
Sci boring also.
Recess--
I was like one retarded sia,sri lahhs never wait for me than they pansehh me got buy water i walk here walk there like one idiot canxz,damn paisehh.
Mr soh mc,shiock uhhs!2 period .
One teacher give paper call us read than finish slack till bell ring.
Pack bag go lap,watch movie.Damn sad ehhs the movie.
Went bustop there than kath go other side,chat with kath on phone.
Audi-ed gotta chiong!Stuck*sobsob*.
ZaiJian!Go audi lerhs(:

2010-01-09T08:49:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks!

School boring kays.Teacher sucks lahhs.
Hating school more and more,donno why.
But than overall still okay lahhs.
ShitDieYou lahhs,faster 2 weeks come:D
Puppy coming!I crazy lerhs.
Gotta chiong for audi,my audi sucks!
Audi-ed awhile,kept hopping cause room boring.
I heaven do the 50 words thingg.Mr soh lahhs,forget bring one book need write 50 new words+meaning+sentence.Haiz..
Byes!

2010-01-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

Finally done manxz!
Chinese project damn diffcult,tml still need present,paisehh sia>.<
Do like siao.
Had conference with miss chong,aiyas donno how spell her name lahhs.
She ask this ask that.
Hope to change my attitude lehhs,my attitude totally sucks kays.But better than last time lerhs.
Stayed back with sri call her teach me maths.
Maths teacher v.funny lehhs,teach two question only than give quiz,who will pass?
Surely not me,i sure all wrong!
Short post aye,
Byes.

2010-01-02T10:10:00.000-08:00

21 days leftt!(:

School openningg!
Cut bangs,cause slanted bangs school cannot uhhs?Haiz..
Won't be audi-ing that often now,&& i still stuck at lvl 13>.<

Anika faster online lehhs,long long time never online lerhs you.Internet still not okay?
Anws MissDieYouxz!<33

2010-01-01T06:39:00.000-08:00

Super cutee(:

Afternoon went t-mall basement there buydog things before i buy dog.
Than went eat 1st than go buy somethings.
Mother drive go pasir ris there saw one puppy super damn cute,is mixed breed.(Chihuahua+jrt)
Got one body mostly black one abit white(male),the other one is mostly white than eyes got brown patch(female)Super cutee canxz.
Actually wanted the black one but than too bad is male uhhs,cause the colour v.special.
Than book that female puppy,cause still too young and heaven do the 2nd vaccination so must wait.
*Happy*(:
School opening,homeworks still not done):Diee.
Hope today audi nott that lag uhhs.
ZaiJian!

2009-12-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!(:

Boomxz!Happy new year.
2010 lerhs,hope a better year this year?
Short post.
Maybe buying dog tomorrow.
{Edited,1.37am}
Pissed off with audi,keep lagging and disconnecting.
*PekCek.
Beepps,Byes!<3

2009-12-30T09:50:00.000-08:00

Happy advance 5th year Anika!<33

5years since i know you uhhs,fast.
Sec 1 wanted to change to your sch but mother don let,*much regrats*Sobs
Anws hope to this friendship last till the very end yeahhs?
LoveDieYou!<33

So fast uhhs,1 year going over lerhs,
used to think the time very slow,but actually it's not Is depending on how i spend my time.
I wasted 1 whole year lerhs.
Wasting on the useless friendship.
School opening soon homework still not done,haiz sure scoldings dehhs.
Advance goodbye to 1N1.

2009-12-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

Like an illusion,

Boomxz!Super short post.
Audi-ing lerhs(:
ZaiJian!

2009-12-24T08:26:00.000-08:00

Some things aren't what you think.

12 days since i last update uhhs :O
Went for wedding dinner than took some oic but will update some day bahhs.
1week to school opening,got a kind of feeling next year sure bad.Hais,since that thing i hate school ttm.
Still got alot homework not done,i told myself to work hard next year,guess cnt lerhs.
Off to audi lerhs.

& Lastly Merry Christmas peeps!(:

2009-12-19T10:13:00.000-08:00

Boomxz!

Woke up at 12+,slept late yesterday :x

Stayed at home.

Wanted to go to cousin house but than intend to be good girl stay home finish homework,

but in the end never even touch the papers.

School starting soon,did only 2 question.Haizx..

Thinking of next year,would it be like this year?

Hope things change for the better.Kinda of worried about school opening.

ZaiJian!

2009-12-15T09:25:00.000-08:00

Till the day i've realised its too late.

Stayed at home again.
Actually friday going out with anika but guess i cnt now uhhs,so so so sorry uhhs anika!
The maid leaving on sat than donno when than give so i must stay at home in case she come than i not at home.
Short post,
Huii,

A real friend is one who walks in when the whole world walks out.-Anon

2009-12-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

Uhhs!Damn happy && hyper!

Stay at home,watch tv.
Night time waited for father to come back than drive me go the friend there ask abt the dog<3
Now i know why the chihuahua so expensive lerhs,i thought is teacup chihuahua at first,
But the father & mother of the chihuahua is champians dogs,means that chihuahua i'm getting has champian blood line in it no wonder so expensive when the owner buy.*Happy*(:
The person buy not long only they say,cause the maid need go back mahhs,than nobody take care than give me.
Happy!Hope he(chihuahua)faster come kays.<33

2009-12-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

But,will it fade like last time?

Went to buy dog things than went giant buy other thikngs than went home.
Super damn happy!Father dehh friend friend giving me chihuahua causethe maid leavin than no one takecare so give me.
But than is boy lehhs,haiz..

I have been hoping that you will forgive me and that day did came,but will we fade like last time & will other peeps say that i'm using you all?4months+ since we last talk.
Even if we are friends back,we will still be stranger right?
Anws i'm sorry for last time kays.(no offence to these.)

2009-12-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

Troubles never goes.

It aren't what it used to be.

Stayed at home the whole afternoon.
Watched tv the whole of donno how many days/weeks?
Mother have been scolding me for days cause i have been watching tv for hours than say kater tv spoil.
Haiz...
Met anika & her sisters 6+,slacked played volleyball awhile.
Damn miss volleyball manxz!
Chit chat with anika,funny lahhs.
Keep laughing.She's my SiaoZharBo too!
Reach home at 9+,than her smallest sis still don wanna go home.Hais...
Audi-ed awhile.

The troubles won't go.I missed the past.

2009-12-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

For so long,i've lived in an illusion like a fool

(Wedding dinner night took with cousin)
Went bugis with mum bought things than walk around than went home at 3.
Tired mrt damn many peeps canxz.
Super hope that day faster come,like time pass very slow make me cnt sleep at night.
Got panda eyes lerhs!
Anws short post,
Byes!

2009-12-08T08:01:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks!

Overdued pic~

Anika,so so so sorry uhhs.Never reply your msg cause went to my relative wedding dinner.

I'm not going to drink red wine with empty stomach again kays.

Nvm.Hoping 2 weeks faster over &&& something good happen(:

On that day i promise i will tell you the 1st one kays anika?

So sorry abt yesterday dehh yesterday uhhs.

Yesss!Super damn happy anika can finally play audi lerhs!

2009-12-05T06:47:00.000-08:00

Never felt as happy as before.

Sorry for the size of the picture.

1st i want to thx my dad!Thx<333

Finally,can!

Anws,just v. v.happy!

Super Short post for today,

Byes!

2009-12-03T08:34:00.000-08:00

I give you my word.

To my dearest bestie too!
Yeahhs 4 years since i know you lerhs,time flys uhhs?5 years soon,a few more weekks!
I still own you birthday present lehhs,paisehh uhhs.But i promise i will give you,i give you my word.
4 years dehh friendship,not wasted knowing you.
Everytime we fought,no mather what we always got back to nomal.
Many things almost tear us apart but we still got back.
Last year was the best of the 4 years yeahhs?
Every friday night meet and played.Miss the times manxz!
Graduation day,not much talking to you cause i thinik something happen to us uhhs,i think?
Malaysia trip,laugh like mads uhhs.Took pics with miss sim.
Last & not least IHeartsYouu ttvm<33

Hope to meet you tomorrow night?

2009-12-01T08:26:00.000-08:00

Sometimes the hardest things to say are the

things that really does mather.

Rotting~
Anws i want friday faster come than can go out with sri!
Sunday going to one of the uncle dehh daughter wedding;D
Place damn far,still donno who driving us go there.
Hope can meet anika next friday/next next friday night bahhs.
Super damn miss her and her dog lahhs!
Yeahhs i heaven take neoprint with anika since donno how many months/days?
Nvm meet up soon kays bestie(:
Blog getting more boring cause nothing to post lahhs.
I want go out lehhs!
Aku MissDieYouu &&LoveDieYouu ttm Wee Anika,Huang Li jia!

See i good horhs,still remember your full name lehhs^.^

Will relink everybody as soon as i can canxz.Paisehh uhhs kinda lazy to relink peeps>.<

2009-11-30T09:13:00.000-08:00

If only you could see how much

you meant to me.

Super like the 1st photo,hair like golden colour:D
Not deleting the blog lerhs,cause too much memories here.
Rotting at home lerhs.
Next week meeting sri!MissDieHer lots,months never see her already.
&&Anika you also must meet up soon kays.
Audi still stuck at that lvl,blehhs don care lerhs.
Went malaysia came back last week,
donno why this time don feel like going home uhhs.
Got dogg at grandpa house,almost everyday play with the dog!Shiock lehhs.
Cute to me.Funny also.
Uncle give me pearl necklace,thx uncle!
He say if want sell in singapore can take stock from him^.^

I miss Mango also lehhs,she go spca than than maybe put to sleep lerhs.*SadSad*

2009-11-18T15:58:00.000-08:00

Fly,Fly,FlyCurrently at ariport there using the internet.
Want to bring laptop go but mum don let.
Going off at 8.40 i think bahhs.
Deleting blog soon,cause lazy update.
Byes!

2009-11-15T05:35:00.000-08:00

The flashbacks kept repeating again and again through my mind,

This thurs going to malaysia lerhs,super hyper cause no need to think lerhs!
Muahahaha!
Going off to audi lerhs,must faster lvl up.
Anika,miss you lots,donno when than can meet uhhs.4 years since i know you,going to 5 years lerhs!
Everlasting friendship kays?IHeartsYou ttm<333
{L}Huii,
The flashbacks don't leave,

2009-11-13T09:15:00.000-08:00

A piece of jigsaw puzzle was left out

BoredDieMe lerhs!
Finally can change the display pics lerhs.
Donno how long never go out,rotting~
Tomorrow maybe going to cousin house,not so close to her lerhs.
Next block nia,lols.
Audi seem to be stuck at that lvl):
I wan lvl up,donno when is the last time i lvl up lerhs>.<
Audi still no sound lehhs!
Ending,
ZaiJian!

Pek Cek,

2009-11-12T08:35:00.000-08:00

I wish things hadn't happen,
No pics today.
Mood got spoiled by the photo editing,
the size of the photo lahhs!
Next time than change,Hehs!
Audi-ing~
Shall end here arhs,
Huii,

2009-11-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

The flashbacks leads me to tears,

Nothing much to post yeahhs,
Starting to think of the past memories of her with me,
tears running down like tap water)':

2009-11-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

应为你的出现，拖走我的快乐。

(Because of your existence,lead my happiness away.)

Rotting at home!Want to go out later!
Hoping for next thursday to come so that i won't think of anything else.
Going malaysia next thursday to visit my mother side dehh grandparents.
Aunt just gave birth to my small cousin on october!

If there was really a death note,i would find it and the 1st name to write is you!
I want you and your "Gangs" to die 1st!

2009-11-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

I'm sick & tired of everything,

I want to transfer to somewhere

where it don't have people that i know!

I'm sick of everything,everything turns out to be empty like a bottle.
Not so in a mood to post,
wait...
Sriyanie,wha you mean in the tagbox,can say cleary anot?
I follow who,follow wha?I never ask you hate or don hate my hairstlye,i ask to comment which hair suit me only.(no offence)

You are nothing compared to anika,Bitch!

2009-11-07T08:40:00.000-08:00

IHeartsYou forever Anika!<33

You are the best compared to that girl(:

Didn't update for a few days,slept late.

Mostly everynight went out with father till late1 or 2am,

Yesterday came home at 3+ and slept at 4.30.

Woke up just nice on 11!Zaii horhs.

Watch tvv,than went to aunt hse,grandma coming back to stay!(:

Help her pack her things,

she say she go camp,funny lahhs her.

Yepp pack finish than play all this,

Small cousin lended my psp play,than i was like sleeping.

My big cousin good lahhs her,say me than i go chase her till toliet she push me than my head knock on the wall,pain lehhs!Than she hid in the room i was like waiting for her,later my head got blood cot inside how arhs?Hahas kiding.

Father came and pick us up,i wanna go out with him than he don let!

Reach home msg anika,than bathed and com-ed.

2009-11-04T05:39:00.000-08:00

You don't exist for me anymore.

Bangs,slide or current fringe nicer arhs?Any comments?

Went to reborn &cut my hair today.
I swear its damn long can.Wait for 3/4 hrs.
                                          Cut lerhs than went home bath,watch tv and around5+ slept till 6.58,i think.
                                          Woke up watch tv,ate.Crab!But the crab taste abit werid,maybe cause
                                          its cold bahhs.
                                          Than 8+ use com till now,maybe going out later.
                                          Shall end here,
                                          ZaiJian!

You dump me there when you don need me anymore,why?

2009-11-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

Felt like abandon house .

Still no pics,cause handphone camera spoiled!
Nothing much to post,just don feel like it.

2009-11-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

I never needed you for judgement,

No pics today arhs.
Yesterday got class BBQ,i never go cause i don wanna see some peoples faces-.-
Went out with father yesterday,till 11+ than watch tv and wrote something.
Went to bed at 12+.
Shall end here,
Might not be using com due to nothing do than donno on com do wha-.-".
ZaiJian!

2009-10-30T07:38:00.001-07:00

Your promises meant to be broken,

Donno yesterday or the day before horhs,walao i damn happy sia.
Saw 3 statue in the morning,than someone tell me something.*LaughDieMe*
After that i forgot lerhs>.
Skip till today last day of school for this year.
Lucky never retain,but same class as them again!
We down there clean the class room than they go another room clean,finish lerhs than never help us,
nvm one but make so much noise.
Some of us like very angry.
They go cut hair,I swear damn funny,opps>.<*LAUGHS*
Skip till after school,
Went home bath and get ready to meet my cousin and we go slack!
Took cab to ehub than slack there,
went in the arcade i admit i was like retartded there.
Awhile than took bus 3 to tampines inter than cousin went to top up her card,
went arcade again;)
Played te basketball than we like siao like that,keep laughing non-stop,
Play here play there,than went her hse at 4+?
Reach slacked,
homed at 5+

2009-10-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

If things hadn't happen,

I said i gave up but my mind hasn't.

Colours aren't that bright like it used to be before.

Everything's fading,things are getting more blur.

If only i had another chance,

Its too late to regrat.

Quiz.

2009-10-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

Quiz1)

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYBODY?

Nope.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

Hmm,the time where i fought with her.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

Okay lahhs.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

Donno.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

Lols,no,duhh.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Definitely.
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

What a great question :)
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?

Abuu.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?

Yes maybe ?
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?

Honey star.
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

I just take them off.
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME?

None.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?

Vanilla.
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?

Their face ?
15. RED OR PINK?

Red.
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?

Donno.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?

My maleysia cousins.
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?

I donno.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?

Black pants. no shoes.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Everytime-Britney Spears.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE

Electric Blue 8D
23. FAVOURITE SMELL?

Food.
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

Forgot>.<
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?

Yeahhs.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?

Volleyball!
27. HAIR COLOR?

Back.
28. EYE COLOR?

Black.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?

Nope.
30. FAVORITE FOOD

Anything that's nice.
31. SCARY MOVIES or HAPPY ENDING?

Donno.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

500Days of summer.
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

Black.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?

Winter.

35 MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?

-
36 LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?

-
37 WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?

None.
38What on your mouse pad?

Mouse?
39WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?

Forgot>.<
40 FAVORITE SOUND(S)

Donno.
41 ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?

I donno.
42 WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?

Donno.
43 DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?

Don't think so.
44WHERE WERE U BORN?

Singapore.
45 WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?

Nobody's ?
46 HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?

Erm, through friend.
47 WHAT KIND OF PET WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE?

Dogs!

48WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU LIKE TO VISIT?

I donno.
Tagged: Anyone.

Its you,always you!

2009-10-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

Walao,blogger got prob sia cnt upload pics lehhs,maybe is my com prob,i donno.
Bored!
Me,sri,yong and i donno who planing to go where next week.
Created privite blog,but will invite ppl that i really trust only.
Holiday coming soon,hope faster come caus i'm getting sick and tired of my school,
i wanna transfer!Must see result 1st,if result not good than cnt change.
I don wanna retain.
Going to play audi lerhs,long long time never play.Stuck at that lv for weeks,wanna lv!
Shall end heree,
ZaiJian!

EOY exam bye!:)

2009-10-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

Finally EOY exam finish!
Went school than never do the artist statement than did with kathleen they all.
Forgot to take out my phone than i bring to class,
when i finish that time i sleep half way zhorfan msg me,scare me.
I messenger,help ayeen msg him.
End school went to kathleen hse change than went bustop but bus5 just go tan we wait very long so we cabbed to ehub,my money!
Yong and sri never go!I want them go but they don wan:(
Reach,than slackslack,wait for ayeen's bf and cousin,than went watch movie.
Walaoo the movie horhs i tell you all,really very boring sia,me and kathleen almost slept there sia.
The whole thing i donnno wha they doing lorhs.
After that went arcade took neoprint with kathleen,waasehh kathleen damn chio can.Expecially her eyes!
Than she call me bring home cut than give her,must remind me horhs.
Went to bustop with kathleen,than her bus come lerhs,than she go.
I donno take wha bus,somemore i scare later i doze off at the bus so i
cabbed to aunt hse and saw cousin they all downstairs than slack with them awhle than went up.
Stayed till6+ than walk home.
Something happen again,people who wanna know ask me and i will see wheather to tell you anot.
Ayeen your school shirt all these with me!
Shall end here,
ZaiJian!

Always the same.

2009-10-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

Thousands of broken promises.
Always the same.

Knn,donno anything,STFU can?

2009-10-06T05:23:00.000-07:00

Your Fabricated Lies!

Your Attitude!

Your Face!

Your selfishness!

Your mind in not beliving me!

IHATEIT!

Knn,donno anything can don anyhow say anot,STFU can?
You only knows to listen to other PPLS words,but not mine.
You got copy ppl anot,Got than mai talk crap lahhs,
I dare you to say you never copy ppl before lahhs,if you never than okay,
say all you wan but i'm sure you got right?Knn!
Think before you say/type anything,
Donno anything than STFU!
You say i show you lanjiao bin,hahas,funny lorhs,
you are the one that showed me Lanjiao bin not me,
get things right lahhs.
You show me lanjiao bin i got say anything bo?No right,than still say me,knn
use brain think before say/do anything lahhs!
They say their taji,not mine,but you still agree.
The way i treated you is very different from other ppl lahhs,
You blind sibo?Pajiao?I treat you the best all the way,
good things,1st person to come to my mind is you,other than you nobody else!
You donno how to appreciate the things i've done to you.
Nothing is free in this world lahhs,think wha the world is your father buy one arhs,wan take or do wha also can.Chao Chibye!
Seeing me make your mood worst right?Than don see lahhs,you think i wanna see you mehhs,
go die lahhs,die than won't see me le lahhs,PCB!
Nobody call you see me also.
You don give a fucking care of wha i do arhs,ouhs.
You think i care?Pls lahh horh,i also don give a fucking damn of wha you do lahhs!
You said i hypocrite,you lehhs?You don like 3 ppl stil like so nice to them,i one only lorhs,got more than you?Bo right?Still say me,Ownself also got wrong than push all the blame to me.
I know whats your best thing,FLIRT.
Seriously,I feel like giving you a Tight Slap!
错不在于我一个人，你自己也有错。
你认为你自己完全没有错，
可是你错了。
你就是不懂得珍惜所有的一切，
等到你失去才懂得珍惜，
太迟了。
你的谎言骗得了全世界，但是骗不了。
Links all this will be edited soon,Paisehh>.< Lazy

Its all an illusion.

2009-10-03T10:27:00.000-07:00

Its all an illusion.

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though we had all other goods."-Artistotle

我很累，真的很累了。

2009-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

我终于松手了,

I'm giving up finally.

I've been thinking for days,kept struggling non-stop thinking wheather to give up on our friendship ornot,

i've finally made my mind up.

Its not the choice i wanted.

Things dind't turn out the way i imagin,i imagin things too perfect.
Nothing is perfect in this world,
Everything have to come to an end.
I know whats your choice,
you've long given up on our friendship.
You are breaking the friendship away,
by all means,break if you want.
I always thought knowing you,i'll not regrat but this time i'm wrong.
Knowing you is the most painful thing in my life,
the thing is i regrated knowing you.
I wish i never knew you.

Things wouldn't be like this if i hadn't knew you,
I cnt wish to rewind the unhappy things,it won't work,
sooner or later the history will repeat again and again,there's no ending to fights.
What hurts the most is being so close to you and seeing you walk away.

You're right,
Ur mind,ur heart,has no longer my name exist.
All i have to do is wait.

Once making a wrong chioce,
there's no way to turn it back no mather what you do,
all is left is:regrat.
Waiting for the day for our friendship to revive,i'll wait.
My mind has given up but my heart won't.
I'm tired,really very tired,i give up,i lose.
As long as you are happy,can alrdy.

你的心，你的想法，已经没有我的存在。
你从来没有真正的了解我，我在想什么你也不懂。
别人说一句都比我说十句还有用。
你早已放弃我们的友情。
我松手了，我很累了，真的很累了。
我放弃，我输了。
你快乐就好。

"Slience is the true friendship that never betrays."-Confucius

If i had a chance to choose,i wish

2009-09-26T08:44:00.000-07:00

Just change blogskin,
Just now half way,tired than decided to finish editing it by tml i think.
Went auntie hse as usual,
played with cousins and bought brandon down.
Waited for father to come than went eat dinner and went home use com.

I never spread rights,uux rather belive other ppl than me,
all the while i'm being stupid,thinking uux trusted me.
I'm Sucha Stupid Fool.
Treaten is teacher say one,not us.

All the while,the way i treated you don't show anything?
If i had a chance to choose,i wish i never knew you,
&things wouldn't be like this today.
If i hadn't knew you,things my not turn out like this,
Cause i know if i wish to rewind the unhappy things,it won't work,
the history will replay again and again.
If i know knowing you is so much painful,
i wish i never knew you.
I'm sorry.

Wha hurts the most is being so close to you,
and watching you walk away .
"What is a friend?I will tell you...it is someone with whom you dare to be yourself."-Frank Crane

I'm dead.

2009-09-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

I never said.
I never said i hate uux,the top part is uux but the bottom is not uux.
I told uux i never said uux guailan,never call uux to shut up.
Wha uux wan me to do to belive me.
Why uux rather belive others than me??
She lied and told twisted story,but uux can forgive her yet mine,cnt,why??
I'm starting to think uux never once treated me as ur friend before.I'm sorry.
I never act friendly to uux,uux know how i'm like.
If i hate a person,i'll hate forever,won't talk to her or whatever.
If i hate uux i wouldn't treat uux as my bff,give uux the best things and treasure uux so much right??
I know i'm wrong,i'm sorry.

Everyday,when seeing uux so happy,
it makes me remises the happy moment we had,and tears start dripping down.
Everyday,i cried alone in one corner,regratting.

I told myself not to let uux go but day by day,the string between us lossen faster and faster,i wanna get uux back but i cnt,uux don let.
I said forever means forever.
I gonna hang on to this friendship to the very end.
I'm sorry,just one more forgive will do:''(
I never meant to hurt uux.I'm sorry.
Day by day the misunderstanding gets deeper and deeper,more prob each day.
I've alot of things to say but i don know to trust who,i wanted to tel uux but perhaps it isn't the right time.

I wish i could cheer up but i cnt:''(
就像电视说说的，一旦跳进黄河也洗不轻
真的。
我就像跳进黄河里也洗不轻，
一天过一天，误会也一天比一天的深。
对不起。

"To be your friend was all i wanted;
to be your bestfriend was all i ever dream".-Varelie Lombardo

Forever means forever

2009-09-22T06:07:00.001-07:00

Seriously i don understand uux.
I admit i'm wrong but uux also hav wrong,not everything is my fault.
Ppls only know when comes to qurruel,its me,my fault.
Seeing our friendship fades day by day,bit by bit,
my heart just feels pain,just like using a knife stabbing through my heart.
I'm sorry i said those,but i really did not spread,i never call uux to shut up either and i never said uux guailan,all these are not said by me.
How come uux don belive me,the hard times we had,and the way i treated uux,doesn't show uux anything?
Uux are the one that i think of whenever i had good thingsto share with.
Why?
I said forever friends means forever.

True friends are hard to find,harder to leave and impossible to forget,
BestFriends are someone that understands wha i'm saying even when i'm not talking,i'm sure uux understands everything i'm saying/thinking.
As we go on,i remembered all the times we had tgt happily,
as our lives change,uux are always my bestfriend forever.
True friend are those who are there for uux unconditionally,
Never do ask question, but always offer support no mather wha the circumstances are.
Bestfriends are ppl worth living for.
All the time we had tgt,uux will always be my bestfriend.
Bestfriends are those who stick tgt,
We will go where our dreams come true,but i will never forget uux.

I hope uux understand how much uux mean to me,
All i wanna say is i'm sorry.

Its the little things that matter, that add up in the end, with the priceless thrilling magic found only in a friend-Elizabeth Dunphy

Stupid sensative minds!!

2009-09-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

Stupid sensative minds!
IHATE to be sensative,loses everything just like that.
No mather wha its my fault kay,i'm sorryy.
I said alot alot of sorry to uux but uux don give it a damn,why?
I just wana talk to uux face to face ,whats wrong with that,is it so difficult?
I'm sorry,no offence to this post.
I always thought uux are my bestest friend but it seems like i'm wrong.
We no longer used to be like last time,it seems like we are stranger to each other now,ur expression tells me,i'm sorryy.
Everything no longer the same anymore,no more happines things ,it just vanish with a blink of eye.
I guess,everything are meant to be like this from the start,i'm being stupid all the way thinking it will last forever.
I know i've change,ppl do change.
Uux think i wanna this things to happen?No!I don want.
Things aren't the same as i've imagine,it turns out the other way rnd.
Do uux know it hurt me to see us like that?
Uux maybe much more happier than last time,but i'm not.
Everythings seem to fall together all of a sudden,i cnt hold it much longer,i'm gonna collapes sooner or ltr.
The bestest friend i've ever had has just come and go as nomal,nth last forever:''{
I don wanna see the things now,i wan the happy times we used to have last time,but i know everythings too late.
All those madness/laughters/playing together and sabo-ing each other are always kept in my mind forever.
If there's a chance to turn things back ,i would treasure uux more better.
I won't be so sensative to uux if things could turn back.
I'm sorry for wha i've done,but i did all these is because i don wanna lose uux,i don wan.
Thats the only reasoni can think of.
I know,i'm wrong.I know i've been holding to uux too tight,i'm sorryy:''(
If there's a time machine that could rewind every tiny bits of unhappy things it will be grat,
if there's i'm sure i don wanna blink.
If i blink i owuld lose everything again.
Everything vanish with a blink of an eye,why?
It's not fair,why cnt i keep my happiness forever.
I'm sorry.Really sorry.
Nth last forever,Nth!
I hate myself for being so sensative.
When one day i really give up,i won't turn back anymore,once i turn back i'll regrat the decision i've made letting uux go.Things may turn out the best if i did.
No idea when can i really let uux go,forever cnt?
Now my best friend,tml,the next day also,forever my bestfriend.
I said i'll do,means i'll do it.
I'm sorryy for wha i've done,sorryy.
Forever,never change my mind.
Gone with the winds,
Vanish with a blink of an eye,
I'm sucha Stupid Fool!

You're lieing,why?
Everybody seems to be lieing to me.Why?
I wana noe.